In this Pursuit

Its the middle of the night.
The clouds have embraced the sky
and the darkness has engulfed the land.
No light from the stars to show me the path
The path that itself is shattered and corrupted
from the torrid rains of timeless denial.

But over this ruptured path
Under this acidic sour rain
that burns my heart inside
every time it touches my skin,
I choose to continue this journey,
an ordeal to get my true love.
Even though the rain is unceassant
and the journey, excruciating,
I am ready to walk on it
timelessly for eternity
for my pursuit shall end
or I shall end myself



(In this Pursuit.)

Restraint

My heart is full, my throat is choked and my eyes swollen yet they refuse to shed a tear.  
I envy you for you can cry.

Waiting

It seems like centuries have passed
and not a drop of rain has fallen
on my wretched skin.

 Its not the lustful rain that i aspire for
 but a drop of care.
 From the mountains of love
 where dreams meet reality
 and unite into one.
 Like a union of body and soul.

 Please let me have a drop of that rain
 that you withhold with yourself
 or watch me wither
 waiting forever.